January 2011
100 posts
So sometimes when I feel bad about myself, I like to look at pictures of girls I used to go to high school with and feel even worse. I looked at this girls pictures today, and realized that she has the most perfect body have ever seen. She is a little taller than I am but probably weights like 3000 pounds less. She’s so pretty.
But then I remember I have a much prettier face and I feel...
DeathCab is leading me into a musical coma…
Drowning.
I keep feeling all weird and anti social like the first couple weeks of college. FUUUCk.
Tone's visit.
I guess seeing Anthony tonight helped a lot. I really did miss him. Not to get all sappy on ya, but my favorite quote of the night…
Me: “Please! I’ll be your best friend”
Tone: “You already are…”
Outer reaction: Oh that’s cool…
Inner reaction: “OH MY GOD!!!!!! YOU”RE SO FUCKING CUTE!!!! GAWWWWWWDDDD!!!” *crying now* lol
...
I love when music just makes my body feel as though it is impossible not to start dancing. I seriously cannot stop convulsing.
-Cleaning my room.
-Eating
-Recieving a visitor
-Taking said visitor out out out so we can get drunk drunk drunk.
* I’m not sure if I’m annoyed or excited that Anthony is coming. I mean part of me just would prefer not to see him, but the other part says maybe it will change things.*
IN roughly a half an hour
I will have alcohol! Jord is getting me a half gallon tonight and Tone is bringing me a half gallon tomorrow too! I love me life!
Watch
“FUCK OFFFFFFF CHIS.”
I smell the weekend!
T-minus 2 days until the weeked. I can almost taste it.
Ugg Boots and Shorts
of-witchcraft-and-wizardry:
chuck-taylors:
I’m just:
WHAT? WERE YOUR FEET COLD, AND YOUR VAGINA HOT??
I can’t help that I keep dreaming of you.
Just deleted a bunch of people from my Facebook! It feels so good. Like I felt so powerful just deleting people from my life. BYYYYYYYYEEEEE.
Is it ok if I never move from my bed again?
This music is so…just ahhhh!!! It’s like gods are having sex in my ears.
Super Bad? TRY SUPER FUCKING FUNNY!
I always forget how funny SupeBad is and I cannot stop laughing right now. All I want to do is be in this movie and engage in coitus with every single character.
However, I can’t decide who I love more. Michael Cera? Seth Rogen? Maybe even Christopher Mintz-Plasse?
“James: Dragon Tales is legit.
Abby: Dragone Tales Dragon tales…
James:...”
When I was talking to Quinn about drinking today even he told me to stop for a while. So I mean I know it bad. So I looked up steps online. It said i need to identify my triggers. I mean I guess that shouldn’t be too hard except like its not just people or places but like overall emotions. So I don’t know how to eliminate an emotion. Like how do I stop getting pissed off?
“I’ve decided that my ipod is never going to leave my ears now. I just...”
Envy.
I woke up a few minutes ago, meaning my sleep totaled 10 hours. I am thrilled beyond belief. It was worth every second.
Thank god for Jordan. In t-minus 15 minutes I will be happy again!!! I’ll be like WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
Leave me here, biting my nails, breaking my stride, I put my faith into your desolate life Happen so fast that I won’t be afraid I won’t be afraid Three years blessed, I gave it my best, it’s time to put it all to rest Your present is my past Through my eyes, I’ve seen nothing but time, forty four thousand lies Straight from your putrid mind High tides drag you through the...
Fuck it. I’m gonna do me. I mean when I try it turns into so fucking joke. Like I did this for you. I didn’t choose to stop for me. I tried for you. Don’t turn my problems into some stupid sick joke. I can turn my life into a joke on my own thanks. I don’t even know what I’m fighting for. I can’t believe I only made it half of a day.
Changed my mind with my pants.
So, I’ve decided. It needs to be done. I’m doing it. Now I just need to decide when and how.
Today I got all dressed in my steelers shirt and painted my toenails black to match and did my hair and was looking extra cute because I was excited to watch the game with my friends. But then I realized I should prob not go, so instead I’m gonna look adorable in my room by myself and do math.